Changes

Since I have participated in this trial, I observe myself differently. Now I am afraid of any deterioration, because it would (probably) mean placebo.

In general it is very difficult … >>>>>>>

A new chapter

Apparently, it’s time to add one or two more of my MSA’s capital.
Monday 14 days ago my sister, my nephew and I, after a guided eternity at home, went … >>>>>>>

Everyday life

I have no idea whether my condition comes from the removal/change,  or from MSA. I am somehow out of rhythm, I have fears for the future, questions, concerns, I am … >>>>>>>

Progress, setbacks

I’ve been in the „living group” in Hessen for a good three weeks now.

Such a move and “inventory through the own life” is without MSA already exhausting and stressful. … >>>>>>>

On an island

I’m now four weeks in isolation. What pisses me off about this, is that I live in chaos – waiting to move. Yesterday, I searched through the already packed boxes, … >>>>>>>